Anxiety, School, With a dash of headaches.

Lately, my world has been turned upside down. Anxiety has been high, school isn’t helping with that, and my head has been pounding all week. We might get evicted, we have a sick dog, I haven’t been feeling up to doing anything lately. It is insane. I am forcing myself to even write this post. It seems like all my close friends (outside of my family that is close by) either hate me, or have just… left.

I really don’t know how to control my anxiety. It is getting harder to  think  about anything. My head is just so foggy right now, I just can’t. I feel sick to my stomach, probably a side effect to the anxiety. My head is spinning with all the worst possible things that could happen. I am listening to music right now, and all I hear is thump thump thump.

I don’t know what to do. I can’t think of any way to be useful. And, frankly, I don’t feel like anything I do will help in the slightest.

And, before I see anyone ask, no. I don’t have anxiety meds. I don’t have a therapist, nor do I want one. I know it would be better for me, but I get worse when I talk to people I don’t know. It is probably better off if I don’t bother them.

 

Anyway, that is what is up. Why I haven’t been posting. Probably why Rose hasn’t either. Trying to help me, I guess. I know you guys don’t care, but it kinda made me feel a bit better.

2 thoughts on “Anxiety, School, With a dash of headaches.

  1. katiereablog

    This is a post that I can definitely relate to. Thank you for sharing it with us. You are not alone in the way you are feeling. I am following your blog so that I can read more.

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